I watch porn and then feel guilty before I blocked them

I watch porn when I feel lonely, then feel guilty because I use it to avoid saying what I actually want from real intimacy. Part of me wants permission, part of me wants restraint, and part of me just wants to stop pretending. I know this sounds intense, but pretending it is nothing has not made it disappear.

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