I wrote a filthy paragraph and deleted it while pretending I was fine

I wrote a filthy paragraph, read it three times, and deleted it because I was scared sending it would show how badly I wanted them. There is a version of me that wants to be careful, and another version that wants to be touched, used, praised, or teased like a secret. I know this sounds intense, but pretending it is nothing has not made it disappear.

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