I watch porn and then feel guilty before my partner came home

I watch porn when I feel lonely, then feel guilty because I use it to avoid saying what I actually want from real intimacy. There is a version of me that wants to be careful, and another version that wants to be touched, used, praised, or teased like a secret. If I ever act on it, I want it to be honest, consensual, and not built on panic.

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